This is family?

You wonder why I hide and lock myself in my room
Why I cry myself to sleep and don't sleep well
Why I leave constantly and as much as I can
Why I go for drives to anywhere just to get out of here
Why I don't call this house a home
And why I don't call these people I live with family
Why I get upset when I think about the times we used to have
Why I won't hug you or kiss you goodnight
Why I turn away from your help and do it on my own
Why I try to be in so many other different families
Have you ever thought that maybe I never felt apart of yours?