Pain, Misery

So many tears escape my eyes
everyday of my life, I may fake
all my happiness but so what if
I do as long as you're happy that's
all I care about.

So what if I am dying on the inside,
who cares? As long as you are
happy that is all that matters to me.

I let all these tears
and all my fears
fall out of my eyes
as I let small sighs
of misery escape my
lips.

But I will make sure you
don't see me when I let
all these hot yet strangely
cold salty tears race down
my cheeks and off of my
chin.

I don't want you to know
about all my misery
and pain. I don't want you
to worry about me.

I don't want to make your
life harder than it already
is. Trust me, I know that once
you find out you will run off
in frustration, which will only
led me to more pain and
misery and to wishing I
was gone.

Pain...
Misery...
Pain...
Misery...

Some day you may save me
by killing me but now you are
hurting me by keeping me alive...