Cuts of hate?

That one night to you, meant a lifetime of pain for me...

The cuts you made are incredibly deep
and every night they cause me to weep,
but as morning approaches, i put on a happy face,
and attempt to find a not so hurtful place.

The memories torture me, day after day,
slowly and painfully eating my heart away.
Your poisonous words seep into my brain,
making it so hard to stay strong and play your childish game

I was on edge, just holding on,
trying my hardest to act like nothing was wrong,
but you pushed me, and i fell hard,
making it harder for me to mend my broken heart.

After that long, heartbreaking night,
its been so hard to find the power to fight,
but i have GREAT friends who made me stay strong,
no matter how many times things would go wrong.

So this is a message for the guy who tore me apart, to the guy who destroyed my already broken heart,
i hope you understand the pain youve caused me now, and because i can not swear, youre an effing cow!