Want To Know Something Sad?

Wanna know something sad? Something , i dont think you ever knew.
Its all this pain i hold deep within, ive been keeping it from you.

Ive got alot to tell you, if only you dare to listen...
I do feel pain, okay? and there are parts of my heart still missin.
And behind closed doors,
i cant hide it anymore, i begin to cry, its like a daily chore.

I wish there was a way of telling you, a way of showing you, im simply not okay.
and i need you to listen and help me, and i dont want to watch you walk away.