Not Even The Rain Can Cleanse You

I'm only myself when I'm in my bedroom alone,
And I can live with that better than you ever could.
It's not easy being stable, and it's what you've never shown.
You said you can't live by yourself and I knew then you never would.

Picking fights in and with your head

So kiss me on the lips, later I'll whipe off the blood,
Nothing matters when I'm with you, but not in a good way.
I can't help but feel I'm sinking fast into imaginary mud,
At least if I sink, I know where you'll stay.

I've woken up but it's not my bed

A cheater never changes it's spots,
But no one can escape from them, too,
When all I can see is lines and dots;
Someone told me I need to see more in you.

I'm not sure where I'm being lead

With your Spring hands and Winter insides
You are the greatest contradiction,
It is unknown but I'm holding a discuise,
Underneath is endless affliction.

Watch all strength being shed.