Two months from the unheard...

Two months from the unheard and the unseen,
And now you're back again on the scene.
Thinking that everything between us is just fine,
The truth is that you're walking your own line.

All the tears I shed for every hurtful time,
Always wanting you to say : "You're only mine".
Just wanted to find a special place in your heart,
But echos of pain only echoed from the start.

Two months are enough to wipe your memories clean,
You're no less than the darkest and agonizing of dreams.
For what you put me through cannot be explained,
It wasn't fair the way you treat me like it's all a game.

Thinking that I'm just a fine catch,
And once you're done you'll detach,
Yourself from my life, my heart and my soul,
I'm not a worthless girl that will burn like blackened coal.

You don't deserve a place in my life or my heart,
You had the opportunity but you messed that all up.
For you made me cry every single day,
And now you come back with all those false words you say.

Your so-called jokes and care and concern,
They only make my heart burn.
The more I think about it the more I realize,
That you only caused these tears in my eyes.

And yet again they are there.
Why can't you just leave and go away with your false care.
I don't want you in my life and I don't need you,
Cos you were never there when I really needed you.