What a feeling

I am having it again,
What a feeling,
I have had it before,
Where does it come from?
In a second it kills the smile on my face,
In a minute I am bought away in pain,
My heart drumming with so much hatred,
Roaring in no different sound
Every hole on the ground has fallen deep,
Engraved with it own shadow,
What a mess!
I will never let it swallow me,
When today passes,
Tomorrow will be new
Another feelings blast!