The Guilt I Live With Everday

Im tired of this guilt, i live with everyday
Cause we didnt get our final goodbye, so this i have to say

I miss how your smile, it turned my whole day around
And when things went wrong, you hardly even frowned.
I loved just how gently you would touch,
I just want you back today, cause i miss you so so much

I know that if youd heard these words before, youd still be here today,
And if id said them sooner, youd definately have stayed.
Its still hard to understand, how you just arent coming back,
And without you its hard, getting back on track.

Im not sure how to explain, how i love you so
But because you are gone, i guess you'll never know.

I just wanna say, that no matter where we both are,
You are forever in my heart, not even heaven is too far.

So i know this isnt perfect, and i wish i could say more,
But i dearly want things to go back, to how they were before
But ive now said goodbye, i hope i get some ease,
And darling i miss you, but atlast, Rest In Love And Peace.