A Fishbowl of Memories

I feel like a fish out of water
Flopping around gasping for breath
It's been so long since I could breathe
I'm still begging for death

Everyone has turned their back on me
Left me out in the cold
No one can be trusted
Or so I was told

I've been disowned by my "family"
Everything I hold dear has been stripped away
And without the love of my life
I don't think I can survive the day

When her heart stopped beating
I knew I couldn't keep going
This fishbowl of tears and memories
Is seriously overflowing

written for a contest
very difficult title to write to