I'm Sorry

I know I shouldn't apologize,
But this is what I have to say,
I can't pretend everything is okay

I'm sorry,
That I bring you down,
From your unrealistic joy world
Where everyone and everything is smiles,
Not a tear, not a frown

I'm sorry
That you don't listen to me
I don't now why you do,
But I guess that's the way it's ought to be
All the words I say don't matter,
And all the while I get sadder and sadder

I'm sorry,
That I can't help but feel the loneliness,
In my heart
All the wonderful times we have shared,
Have grown apart
But I can't help but feel betrayed
All those years I've known you,
And you still don't know me at all

I'm sorry,
That the world has turned its back on me,
And that everyone looks the other way
Rejected, confused even when I'm with a group
It's just another set,
That I'm too tired to choose

I'm sorry,
I know I shouldn't apologize,
Because,
I've wasted your time
And most of all...
MINE.