Staring Back At Me

I don't know whats been happening,
I don't remember who i use to be.
I don't seem to recognize the person,
Staring back at me.

I can't take it any longer,
As i cut my skin with my knife,
Blood trickles down my arm,
As i try to end my life.

I've been like this for awhile,
People are beginning to see.
The person I've been hiding,
The one staring back at me.

I may not regret it,
I just wish people didn't know.
Then it would be easy,
To hide the feelings that seem to show.

Some cuts may be visible,
But only I can truly see.
How much of a mess I've caused,
The person staring back at me.

One day at a time,
Slowly i start to fade,
I guess this is because,
Of all the times I have been betrayed.

The nights seem to be harder,
Than I ever thought they would be.
I still do not recognize,
The person staring back at me.

But slowly time will pass,
And i will start to fade.
No longer will people have to live,
Through this stupid little charade.

So, so long to this girl.
The one i use to be.
And Goodbye to the girl,
Staring back at me.
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