Love me for who i am

I don't know to do anymore
everytime i let my guard down
hoping for something good to come my way
hoping no one will hurt me, it never ends good.
i turn around and realize how foolish i was when i see that you're with someone else
it seems like it was yesterday that you said that you loved me
and you wanted to be with me
now that I've let my guard down in hopes that you'd come to make me complete,
i can see how foolish i am.
once again I'm left asking the wall it there's something Wrong with me
i look for you, but i see is the shell of the guy who claimed that he loved me,
but now is holding another dear to him.
one that has hurt him more than once in the past, and one who finds hilarity in hurting you.
is it because I'm not abusive? is it because I'm kind and caring?
is it because the thought of cheating on you never once has crossed my mind?
please tell me i feel like going insane i feel like the only thing for me to o anymore is to exist in an empty body in hope that someone will come along and love me
but now i realize that my dream is all lies, and no one will ever
love me for who i am.