Un Numb

Becoming unnumb,
I'm starting to feel the pain,
starting to realize your really out of my life,
starting to see life isn't fair,
starting to break down,
and not wanting any of this.

The pain,
is making my stomach turn,
my head pound,
my shattered heart fall more apart,
my eyes fill up with tears,
is starting to hit me.

Since i found out,
I've been numb,
couldn't feel the knife,
couldn't feel love,
slowly,
I'm feeling what I've been pushing away,
its starting to come,
and there's no turning back.

I hate this feeling,
i hate you rebroke me,
you broke me beyond repair,
how could you,
be so cruel,
to repeatedly break me down into nothing,
when all I've ever done,
was give you my love.

Tears pour out my eyes,
pain strikes my dead heart,
the migraine is coming,
everything is slowly coming to me,
why now,
why can't this just go away.

Becoming unnumb,
I'm starting to feel the pain,
starting to realize your really out of my life,
never to be let in again,
starting to see life isn't fair,
starting to break down,
starting to want to be in a box,
and not wanting any of this.