Never Forgiven

Never forgiven

Tears flow from my eyes
As your world drifts away
Please come back to me
I need you with me always

Mom and me were fighting
What the hell else is new?
I decided that I couldn’t take it
So I ran out the door, from you

I just had to get away
I didn’t have a life
She always held me back
The long endless fights

Please forgive me lil bro
Just try to understand me
I didn’t mean for it to happen
Please forgive me

And now you’re lying in this bed
With all our family near
They all say it’s not my fault
But I know its me they fear

Your accident happened so quickly
I with I could turn back time
Make it all be me that’s hurt
Make it be me who will die

Please try to pull through buddy
You have so much to live
I can’t believe this is happened
You were only just a kid

All the doctors say
That you will die very soon
But you’re so strong and tough
I know that you’ll pull through

I remember when you was 7
I took you out to see this movie
You hated it, I could tell
But all you wanted was to hang with me

You were always by my side
I never got tired of you
So when you were in front of my car
You only wanted me to be with u

Dad was never around
So I pretty much all you had
I remember when you were crying
And said… Eric, are you my dad?

Mom wasn’t ever around either
How could I be so stupid to try to leave?
Why didn’t I just take you?
So it would just me you and me

That’s all you ever wanted anyhow
That’s why you followed me that day
But since I wasn’t thinking
I’m the reason your going to die this way
I drop to my knees and pray to god
To please take you with no pain
Let God be your new father and brother
Since I never will be again

It’s my fault that you died today
Everyone knows its true
But please forgive me lil man
Please know I’ll always love you

This Happened To My BoyFriend Little Brother. RIP May 14 1993 - January 12 2004