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by Poet on the Piano Aug 11, 2023 category : Miscellaneous / Misc. poems
they're so different now you don't check every 15 minutes there isn't a shadow at the door which usually would frighten but became an expected comfort and i would curl into the tightest ball and hope you would see my desperation to just be held it's the first night returning back to normal but there is no more normal after experiencing what i cannot even comprehend it's strange how displaced i feel when home again outside of the walls that protected me that never conducted harm that always asked if i needed anything 24/7 and while it's true i feel more able to deflate and show my dejected face i wonder how i will continue because it's like birth isn't it we were all catapulted into life thrust into something so unpredictable and while we were once protected we must be our own protectors as much as it hurts as much as it feels too painful to stand on our own they say we're not alone but it's always up to us to communicate better to let others know when we need help and i wish others could see everything i try to tuck away and hide__________________________ freewrite