I promised myself.
I promised you, in a way.
I'll get a good sleep,
maybe that will help.
My clothes will be freshly washed.
I'll bring my favorite animals to see you.
I've been doing too much lately.
Trying to find answers,
trying to finally speak up.
But it's taken a toll.
I'd like to stay quiet.
I'd like to fade away.
I am scared I will never feel safe again.
I am scared I will never know home.
