overcompensate

hesitate
you hesitate(d)

born
from your
acceptance

then destroyed
by your
rejection

i convinced myself i
was not enough

my depression
too much
for your judgment

"i just want you
to be happy"

but happiness
often feels like
a lie

so why would
i trust it

or you

or me

[i am all i
have left now]

_______________________

freewrite while listening to twenty one pilots