W*H*Y

Why is your name?
Burned forever in my mind
Why is that I cant erase
All the broken hurt inside
Why did you leave me?
Alone in this world
Why do I cry and blame
Myself for the other girl?
Why is it every time?
I look at my reflection
The glass breaks and falls
No longer my perfection
Why do I carve the pain?
The scars burned with in
Why do I not have the words?
To express or to begin?
Why can’t I smile?
Why can’t I dream?
Why do I wake up?
With such low self esteem
Why do I hate myself?
To wish to die tonight
Why can’t I just live
Every day of my life
Why am I writing this poem,
With tears in my eyes?
Why do I love you still?
Knowing it was all a lie
Why am I sitting here
With my best friend
Slashing and cutting
Why does it have to end?
Why did you hurt me?
Why did you lie?
Why did you leave me?
Alone to die?
Why did i get pushed away?
Up in heaven’s gates?
Why do I regret?
Knowing It’s too late?
Why is my life broken?
Why do I bleed?
Why don’t I fly?
Why can’t I have wings?
Why did you turn me away
to choose to ignore
I am dead, I am gone.
I don’t matter anymore.

Gayest Poem I've Ever Wrote. It's Confusing, And Just Plain Dumb, But I Just Have So Much Pain And Hurt Locked InSide Me. I Couldn't Sort It All Out On Paper. I'm A Wreck... So It Wont MAtter If You Tell ME This poem Sucked... I Can Take It...