Woman who cheat

You promised we'd be together forever
you promised me you never leave me alone
all ties and notices with you i was forced to sever
so i sit here in my bed with my pillow and moan

i sit in this room never wanting to hurt you again
i want to tell you how sorry i am for the pain you feel
if only i know what i know now back then.
then i wouldn't have bowed down before your heel

i wish i knew how to express my hurt to you
but the fact is you wouldn't listen even if i did
cause your heart is cold, for you were pretending too
i know about all those secret lives that you lived

i heard about all your secrets and hidden truths
i wish you had told me sooner or at least told me
i don't know what to tell you in honest, I'm spooked
why did you say you loved me when you were with them

I'm almost sorry for you now that, but not anymore
i am almost sorry for what you have become and what you are
you ripped out my heart, still beating still bore
i know you think you care for him as well..but how can you tell?

Each day i ask myself was it something that i had done?
i know there was nothing i could have done to keep that high
i thought you were my moon and i was your sun
i let out a heartfelt sigh and give you a last kiss goodbye

some say that i am just mad and that i am love sick
i trusted you with all my heart and soul
but most of my friends just say my head is thick
you ripped it apart before our relationship was a year old

when i asked you why you did it, you said "just cause"
every woman i met fails in compassion to you
if that were true you wouldn't do that to someone you love
i watched you rip out my heart and bury it beneath your shoe

i have moved on with my life and i am happy alone
cause i prefer alone to a girl who is so well known
i know that what you did was out of desperation
so i do not fully blame you for the separation

you can act like your hurt and act like your in despair
i don't know what you seen in him back then or even now
knowing all too well that you will run to him for care
i always ask myself if i could have prevented it and how?

i know that it wasn't my fault that you were going to cheat
you never seemed to care for me as much as i did for you
i was always just on the ground and kissing at your feet
i guess i am just someone who is too old and you wanted something new