UNTITLED 3

OK, THIS IS NOT REALLY A POEM, MORE OF SYMBOLIZATION...

I FEEL LIKE I AM STANDING UPON THIS MOUNTAIN TOP OR THIS BRIDGE AND EVERYONE I LOVE STANDS BEHIND ME BUT THEY ARE NOT PULLING ME BACKWARDS. INSTEAD, THEY ARE PUSHING ME TO THE TIP LIKE THEY WANT ME TO FALL. I FEEL LIKE AS STRONG AS THEY ARE, I STILL HOLD MY GROUND. ALTHOUGH I WANT TO JUMP, INSTEAD, I ONLY PUSH THEM AWAY. I TURN AWAY FROM THE TIP AND WALK AWAY LEAVING THEM IN MY SHADOWS.
THEY DON'T LOVE ME.

i know it is weird but please comment