My Razor

by Heather M Craig   Nov 12, 2004


You had me good.
i began to hate everyone else,
i began to feel so dark,
i began cutting myself.
i let the razor take over
for i didn't have another decision
or so i didn't let my mind think,
addictions turn into obsession.
my razor left me belittled
and for when my scars show, i'm still a little ashamed.
my razor brought rage upon my hands
to see how far i could go without dying was my game.
the cuts changed me for a moment in time,
i turned againest my family and friends.
i see my razor, it calls my name but i won't go back...
here's to the razor--f**k you, i win!

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  • 19 years ago

    by Hayley

    this is a good poem it has an awesome message I'm so glad you overcame cutting. just to let you know I havent cut for a couple months and I am not anorexic anymore, well not to the point like i was. i still have my days, but we all do...I am still working with them though. thanks for the comment on my poems. keep up the great work

  • 19 years ago

    by Kaitlin Kristina

    This is a good poem, especially because of the message. People (myself included) write about destructive topics, such as cutting, drinking, etc. but hardly ever write about getting over it and triumphing over their behaviors. Good job!
    With love, K. Kristina

  • 19 years ago

    by RyanSmith

    so you are a good girl but you cut yourself with a razor. Good girl ya. The kind to take home to mom. I am sorry but I really don't see the point in cutting yourself. If you hate yourself that much then just go ahead and kill yourself. Because by cutting your skin up you are just making your body even more ugly. But this is just my opinion. I have never felt that bad about myself so I really don't what you must be going through. I hope that you find peace inside of yourself some day. Best of luck.

  • 19 years ago

    by Matthew Lee

    I enjoyed this poem. I'm really glad that u quit. I only wish i could be there for u then. It really scares me sometimes knowing that. Well i'll always luv yah bye!

  • 19 years ago

    by SHYSTY23KO

    Great poem! I am so glad that you are there for people that need help with stopping cutting. There needs to be more people like you! Great poem and great job being there for people. Keep it up.