Their Happiness Makes Me Feel Blue

I can’t even breath, I can’t even smile,
I see them all too happy.
Why can’t I be for at least a while?
I’m so hollow inside.
Close enough to start to cry.
My heart can’t take this pain.
My body won’t stop to shake.
I’m lonely, too by myself.
Nobody here is willing to help.
Wanting to smile and to be free.
I’m too weak to stand on my two feet.
I’m so twisted all around.
My life has been flipped upside down.
I don’t know what else is there to do.
Their happiness makes me feel so blue.
I wish I could join their smiles and laughs.
But the happiness in me never can last.

XX-I feel too bad to re-read this, its probably not too good, who knows...-XX