Goodbye Secret Love(v o t e p l z)

Goodbye Dear Secret Love,
I was never anything to you,
i prayed to the heavens
but you never loved me too.
I went on each day with clouds,
clouded thoughts of you in mind...
Restless Nights, couldn't sleep
just dreaming of you being mine.
To hold you and kiss you,
lying together hand in hand,
to share my life with my only love
but you never could understand.
I now see i am not vulnerable
but my love was only a joke in your eyes,
my love sent me far off to a magical dream
a place where you actually loved I...
a place where you shared yourself with me
and i had you not only in heart
but in mind, physically, in faith,
a place where you never broke my heart
but like with every goodnight dream,
you must open those eyes and wake up...
i see my love will never fade yet never be returned
but my one last request is to show you my love.
Goodbye to you now, i'm dying for loss...
you've took my heart away from me but you never returned what i give
so if i can't have you i pull the trigger
for without you there is not a reason for me to live.

~Heather Michelle Craig~
yeah its kinda corny i know lol.