My Failed Suicide

by xRachelx   Jan 13, 2005


Last night I horribly failed my suicide,
If Id only had the courage to go all the way!
Then the blood would have poured and set me free,
So I wouldn't have to take more pain everyday.

I tried so hard,
But I couldn't go that far.
I cut hard but not hard enough,
Just enough to leave a scar.

Why am I such a coward?
I don't wanna live but I cant commit suicide!
I even fainted in the middle of trying last night,
Oh why couldn't I have died?

I want to get out of this life,
But every time I chicken out.
Inside I'm already dead though,
Thats without a doubt!

Please god just make me brave enough,
To make that final cut.
Ive tried so much before,
But theres always been a but...

But today I shall have another go,
And if I don't succeed.
I will try again the next day after that,
And bleed....And bleed....And bleed...

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  • 19 years ago

    by BleedingAngel

    I understand the pain you aer going through, I feel it every day!!! I tried a few times to commit suicide, but I'm still here and as you said I can try again tomorrow!!! Hope that you are ok??? I'm here for you too...Great poem, very well written and very emotional!!! I really like it, 5 for sure!! Thanks for you sweet comment on my poem, it means alot to me =0)

    *Hugs Sabrina*

  • 19 years ago

    by Lost Girl

    Dont do it, dont wish to be dead! stay! great poem
    xxxxxxx

  • 19 years ago

    by SmileeItsBritt

    aww hun this is sooo good. Please dont kill yourself...i know i have also tried to the same way. HAng in there things will get better
    Love Always,
    Angel

  • 19 years ago

    by Paula

    Another great one!!!!!

  • 19 years ago

    by creasy

    that was really good!! but if you were to leave, we'd be missing such an awseome poet!! so keep ya head up and hang in there!! everything will be alright soon!!

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