The photo of you

As I sit and see your photo
I almost feel you’re here
Sitting, smiling next to me
As happy as could be

The happiness lasts a minute
Until the reality shines through
My smile quickly disappears
Returning pain and fear

My brain can’t understand
The reason your not here
It’s getting really hard to cope
And the future holds no hope

The sun is shining brightly
Yet little joy it brings
I wish you could be near me
And sit me on your knee

I do not ask for much
Just to see you smile
I really really miss you
Since to heaven you flew