Why Im so depressed

I kneel beside the toilet
Ive eaten way to much again
she tells me how to do it
right until the end

I hate what she makes me do
but I don't want to be fat
and I wish that I could tell you
the reason why I'm sad

She has been in my life for years
she has done so much for me
helped med to face my fears
and opened my eyes to see

She will never leave my side
and I swore not to tell
about the times she made me cry
because of this living hell

She promise me a better tomorrow
when I see Ive lost weight
that will take away my sorrow
she wont give up, until its too late.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach