Why?

When my eyes are filled with tears
When my voice is choked with pain
When everything fulfills my deepest fears
All I can say is
Why?

When the walls close in around me
When I can no longer breath
When my grim future I cannot see
All I can say is
Why?

When you call me weird or different
When I stand alone i the rain
When my life feels all but spent
All I can say is
Why?

When I long for the silver knife
When I feel the only way out is death
When I just want to end it and take my life
All I can say is
Why?

When the knife meets my skin
When I give up all hope forever
When I complete the dark sin
All I can say is
Why?

When I lie on the red floor
When I'm soaked in my own blood
When death finally knocks upon my door
I answer it and shakily say
Why?

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