Unwanted

Unwanted thats what I am
so unwanted and unhappy
I hate it, I do God damn
this life isn't meant for me
nothing else could feel less right
I might as well die
just go with the damn darkness tonight
leaving a messed up world with no goodbye
Thats how you wanted it to be
leaving without a single trace
so that no one will find me
or recognize my so depressed face
Ill silently cut me already bleeding wrist
then wait until morning
so I can go with the morning mist
quietly and with no warning
Ill walk until my body gives up
until my hand looses the knife
and till I'm drained from blood
never got to live this sad life
I know I'm going straight to hell
cause God told me
some one cursed me with a spell
so hell would really set me free
Just let the blood drip from my hand
I don't care anymore
I know God will understand
he wont let me suffer no more
No one will ever love an unwanted girl
shes too messed up in her head
so let her leave this darkned world
shes better off being dead.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach