Forgive me

Please wont you forgive me
Ive hurt you once again
I'm really sorry
please don't say that this is the end
You don't know that I did it because of you
and you weren't suppose to see me like this
what do you want me to do
it is what it is
Why did you have to open the door
when I didn't wanted you to come in
you've seen it so many times before
but I promised to stop with my sin
You saw when the blade crossed my arm
and I saw the tears in your eyes
I promised to stop my self-harm
I'm so sorry for all of those lies
Why do you have to drive me so insane
that I cant help feeling so frustrated
you causes me so much pain
and you make me feel so hated
But I'm sorry if I let YOU down, if I make YOU cry
don't think of what you're doing to my head
and the times where I just want to die
I wish that it was you instead.

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach