Sweet Suicide

All I really wanted
Was just one small chance
Not to cry
Not to die
Just have love and romance

But that's been ripped away
No more hope left inside
Just tears
Just fears
Sometimes I just wish for swift suicide

But then I begin to think
If I left it all behind
Not to play
Not to stay
I begin to change my mind

But then something changes
Those thoughts just flood back
To take control
To fill my soul
And my heart begins to crack

I can't live like this
Always arguing inside
I take the knife
To take my life
Just sweet suicide

That knife inches closer
To make the blood flow
To slice
To sacrifice
It's my time too go

It splits open my throat
As a scream splits the night
The blood finally flows
No one cares or knows
Of my terrible last fight

My face turns ghostly white
And I fall in the mud
Now I'm dead
No more thoughts in my head
I've finally shed all my blood

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