They Won't See The Blood

This pain eats me away
It's so bottled up inside
These feelings are here to stay
These feelings of suicide

No one knows how I truly feel
Or how much blood has been spent
My fate finally closed with a black seal
Truly shows how far down that road I went

My soul is under a tight lock
No one to release me
Of the truth will I ever talk?
Or have I lost the key?

Why can't I just open their eyes
To what's happening to me
They ignore me as inside I die
With no one to set me free

They won't see the knife
They won't see the blood
They won't see me take my life
They won't see my body in the blood

These thoughts are to the eye as invisible
As before them I appear
Shadows deep inside my soul
And through my heart striking fear

No one yet knows
Of the pain that hides
The pain that not yet shows
The pain that so deeply resides

Now I'm left all alone
With just these shadows for company
No light is now shown
Only darkness can I see

So no one will care
If I just slip away
I'll take the knife if I dare
And no longer stay

Let the blood stain the darkness
the knife streak through the night
Rain all the blood I possess
And end this fruitless fight

So now I'm lying there
Alone in the cold mud
You never cared to see my despair
Or see the falling blood

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