Forever Gone

For a friend...

You were everything I needed
Everything I wanted and more
But you left me so quickly
Blocked me off by your door

I hate to see you so happy
And see myself in pain
I hate to know that you left with something
When I never had anything to gain

Your warmth and your voice
Your sweet embrace
Has done nothing to me
But leave tears along my face

I try to remember us
Remember our past
But I'm left with no memories
It all ended too fast

I think of my mistakes
I'm the one whose wrong
I take up my blade
I'm no longer strong

So once again
I am left alone
My heart won't mend
But the pain has grown

And all these screwed up memories of you
Will be done with as soon as I push my blade through

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