Bloody Trance

So caught up in the need
To see the blood flow
I never stopped to think
What it would be like to truly know

Now resistance comes more easy
I guess it was my chance
To stop before I could really start
To snap me out of this bloody trance

I'll always remember those thoughts
That rushed so quickly through my mind
The dread, the guilt, the pain in my heart
Of blood I didn't think I'd find

Words cannot fully explain
That incredible rush of fear
Worse than the breaking of a heart
Worse than the shedding of a tear

Now my reality is twisted
Which is right and wrong
Will I go crazy with the pain
Will I stick around for long

I think my heart will explode
I cannot take this pain
I think I'll take it all away
Before I go insane

Am I still in the bloody trance
Or have I been set free
Do these thoughts still engulf my mind
Or has the urge truly yet to be...

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