Bipolar

I'm on top of the spinning world,
I feel like nothing can stop me now,
energetic, my mind stuck on a high
but slowly it changes somehow...

The highlight of my mind
melts like the blistering sun
and all is replaced with demons of darkness
who have stolen the fun!

The evil spirit has surrounded me
and took over the heart and soul,
the world keeps spinning but I -
I have returned to my abandoned hole!

Tangled in this web
searching for the exit of wounds
but in the battles I face,
still, I'm nothing but society's loon!

I have been kidnapped,
yet alive in this still frame,
there is no escape to the disorder,
only the reticent shame!

The emotions change
like time -- my hourglass,
it never stops, just ticks away
like time that'll never pass.

Heather M Craig