My final fall

My final fall

It was so many years ago
That I could feel
Myself inside me
My body hosts a void so cold
And in the deep, in ecstacy, I fall

I cherish falling
I’m always free until
I hit the ground
For further I don’t care
What is beyond one’s soul
Is never found

I look behind me in the mist
And see no footprints
Where did I come from?
Where am I heading to?
I’ll keep on humming an old song
Of soul mates
Though I know I’m bound
With loneliness to walk

Blood on my hands
Painting so morbid
Painter’s gone crazy
Feels so lonely
Come paint along with me
Come Saint, come
Set me free
I may paint for you
For free

Everything’s lost now
I know this deep inside
Cause in my dreams, in ecstasy,
I fall
I cherish falling
I’m always free until
I hit the ground

And now I can almost hear my sound…

Each dilemma a chance to change
And each chance, a hope disgraced

Believe in me once more
And I may find a reason
To move on
Cause I am not the one
I used to be
I had to change
To chase my dream
My ragged dream,
My final fall