The Brother We All Have.

Why must I live here with him
He doesn't say nice try or anything
All he does is you know you did this wrong
He rips everything i do apart

I know he loves me and would kill anyone
Who harmed me or torture them
But his words still hurt and make me mad
I try to ignore them but how can you when he wont let you

I know I am oversensitive but that's his doing
I ask him what he thinks on anything I do
And all he does is tell me the wrongs
I know he doesn't mean to hurt me but still..

He never tells me nice try but try this next time
Unless it comes to back flips and aerials and tricks
He wont let me be near any guy for fear I'll do something
He wont even listen to me when I tell him and order from Mom

I know I am childish and should shut up
But I just want something to let me know he cares
A single kind word or gesture would help
But he is my brother and it wont happen