Lonely Girl

Stop telling me you know,
When obviously you don’t.
Don’t tell me to get over it,
It’s not that easy, I won’t.

You say it’s just a phrase,
That you went through it too.
But you always had friends,
Don’t lie, you know it’s true.

You talk of all the good times,
The times you spent with friends,
You tell me of the stuff you do,
Not one day with me you spend.

While I sit home, crying all night,
Alone I find myself once more.
I can’t take it, can’t take all of this,
As I ask myself what I’m here for.

I wish you knew of the pain,
That I go through everyday.
I wish you knew what it was like,
To be me, in every single way.

Maybe then you would comprehend,
Maybe then you would just care.
I hate you, I hate your stupid words,
And the fact you’re never there.

You make me hate myself more,
Pointing out my every mistake.
You tell me I’m just so beautiful,
I never believe you, you’re fake.

All I can do is place blame,
The only one I should fault is me.
I’m the one who messed it up,
But facts I don’t wanna face,

You see…

I made myself friendless,
Pushing everyone away.
I made them all hate me,
By every word I didn’t say.

I secluded myself from everyone,
I’ve screwed up my entire world.
I’ve never felt pain quite like this,
I hate being the lonely girl.