Am i stupid?
Am i that dumb?
Am i just an idiot?
A worthless bum?
Maybe I'm a jerk,
And maybe I'm a fool,
Nobody likes me,
At home or at school.
Or maybe it's just that i can't see,
The person i am, the real me.
Guess it's been like that all those years,
It's hard to see with eyes full of tears.
All the things i wanted, I never got,
All the things i have, i don't really want.
I just sometimes wish i had it all,
I went to reach up, but once again i fall.
What can make it better?
Does it have to be this bad?
The way i sit all alone,
And cry some more cause I'm sad?
Or is this just something that i think?
Or that i miss to see every time i blink?
Or maybe it's just been that all those years,
It's been hard to see with eyes full of tears.
I'll pray to God before i go to bed,
Or do i have to find another way instead?
Is he making me go through this all alone?
I guess i should've realized, guess i should've known.
So what now is there left?
What am i suppose to do?
Nothing seems to change this,
I wish somebody in this world knew.
But i guess they just can't really see,
The person i am, the one i call me,
Maybe it's too hard for them all those years,
To see through eyes that are full of tears.
