Stronger

Turn myself to another boy, knowing I'll face rejection,
As fate, it seems, is pointing me,
In all the wrong directions.

It appears as I'm learning to love once again, someone paints all my laughter with fears.
Should have learned from the first time round,
It can only end in tears.

They've tried so hard to beat me down with all that they could throw.
I fell at first, but now I'm back,
With so much more to show.

All that hasn't murdered me has only made me stronger.
I'll return the stab they placed in me,
But make it last for longer.

Don't know where I'm headed now; can't find the real me.
You see, the fact is that I'm gone,
Not who I used to be.

I've got a mission planned ahead and won't stop till it's done.
My heart seeks vengeance, cold and black,
Until they turn and run.

Feeling much stronger than I've ever been, yet I'm so unhealthy within.
How is it I'm living when I have no heart,
And my mind's only focus is sin?

But now I feel so numb inside, the pain is long ignored.
So I won't cry, I'll just fight back,
Until my heart is thawed.

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