My suicide knife

This is my suicide letter
that i am writing to you today,
By the time you read this letter
I'll be gone and things won't be the same,
You'll see all of the pain
you put me through,
I was overly stressed out
without a clue of what to do,
So this is what i did
cause it ended all of my pain,
If i would have stayed with you
then i would've had nothing to gain,
I took the blade
to my wrist,
Cutting myself deep
knowing i won't be missed,
I was too weak
I lost all of my strength,
All your empty promises
to believe was a mistake,
Perhaps i deserved it
needed all this pain,
Sitting in my cold blood
knowing i went insane,
You cheated one me
broke my heart,
nothing left to do
so i tore myself apart,
little by little
slice by slice,
slowly alone
i ended my life,
I knew you wouldn't miss me
I knew you wouldn't care,
Otherwise this stuff i did
I wouldn't have even dared,
but i did
and ended my life,
lust by using
my suicide knife,
I feel so much better
i helped myself now,
you don't know how i feel
If i could only tell you how,
but i cant
cause now I'm gone,
If you have any questions
listen to my favorite song,
It explains
everything,
Everything i deal with
all of my pain,
Everything
you put me through,
made me confused
i had no clue what to do,
Out of everything i could've done
this is what it came down to,
It came down to the point of ending my life
what else was i supposed to do,
i tried to talk
to you about it,
but you just got mad
and through a fit,
I wanted to talk about it
and make things better,
But now i can't
So take consideration into this letter