The Past Me

The past was so different
Than it is now
It used to be so easy
Except I can’t remember how

I was more adventurous
I was more wild and free
Used to be so strong
Never afraid to be me

I used to be a tomboy
Always playing rough
Except soon the girls made fun of me
And I decided it was enough

I became more a girl
And I started acting shy
I soon was pushed around
But then I just started to cry

I used to back myself up
And I would always fight back
But then I changed
And I was on a different track

I didn’t have any true friends
Except people older than my age
And I was so tired of that
So I had decided to change

What you see
isn’t the real me
But I’m very good
At making it hard to see