Just Let It Go

Voices come and whisper why
I have to live here instead of die
With every ache and pain I hide
The voices come, pushing inside

The world is just a hopeless curse
And very day the cuts get worse

I sit and think and wonder why
I have to live here instead of die

It takes so much to force a smile
So I think of carving all the while
I treasure nothing but this blade
Hoping that one day tears will fade

See my broken smile is all worn out
Deep inside I just scream and shout

Then I sit and think and wonder why
I have to live here instead of just die

Look deep and straight into my eyes
I fake my smile and tell all my lies
The crimson tears now stain my face
I feel so lost and simply out of place

Every night I bleed hard just to feel
I cut to understand this pain is real

Then I sit and think and wonder why
I have to live here instead of just die

I don’t feel satisfied with cuts and gore
Inside I am so empty, I just want more
This is my story so now you know
My life is my hell, just let it go