Its Me Thats it

by Hidden Meaning   Jun 1, 2005


I don't know what this is anymore
is my reality but a dream or nightmare
i stand in my skin
the rain dribbles down my face
the look of disappointment as you run
as far away from me and this place

to stand back and take a look
to feel the sun on my skin
my scars highlighted from the rays
but the truth i still don't see
I'm blinded to the facts
a veil covering my face
hiding all the truths of life from me
lies are all i live in

a crimson stained rose
a bleached blank page when born
now covered with my marks my war torn soul
i am but a figure of my own imagination in my world
i am a body without a soul
an angel without her wings
rain without its clouds
a heart without a love to hold

walking the path of life
in my disbelief and confusion
to a place i cant call home
i no longer feel the life i live
i cause destruction with my finger tips
Ive crumbled, Ive fallen, Ive given up the battle
yet I'm still here I'm still breathing I live to tell the tale
just waiting for the next box to burst
a new door to open
or someone else to kick me while I'm down

© Copyright J.A.

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  • 18 years ago

    by erely

    Very good writing....so full of feeling

  • 18 years ago

    by confusion

    amazing. very nearly lost for words, which is kinda rare :) loved so many lines, and so many of the pictures. very moving. not sure what else to say. keep it up, always here. lu -x-x-x-

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