When love is insanity

Why are you driving me insane I can feel my insanity arise.
I try to tell myself Ill tell myself that Im just fine but is it true
I know the truth and sadly I know that my surface is held up by a peace of string
But I keep denying it I wanna forget you I wanna let go but the dagger will stay forever.
Every time I try to pull it out the blade seems deeper and longer.
I wanna be me but I cant I wanna move on I just want it to be before I liked you.
Im torn by your blades and my blades are so dull. Your squashing me like a bug and when you stepped off of me I can feel me suffering before death. I wanna move on but every time I try theirs always a obstacle and it keeps getting harder or am I just giving up.