Cutting away the sadness

by Melanie   Jun 21, 2005

Every night i sit and cry
Wondering why I'd rather die
When i look over and see my blade
I think about all the scars i made
I remember when i decided to start
The blood on my wrists
Seemed to heal my heart
I do not think I can stop
Since every time I cry
I cut myself a lot
Cutting is like Smoking or drinking
When I do it I just stop thinking
It seem that all my pain, suddenly ends
I suddenly forget about all my friends
I start to forget why i am so sad
For a few minutes I feel kinda glad
That feeling doesn't last very long
Once I realize what i did was wrong
But its really hard to care
when ur pain is too much to bare

Please comment!!!!!


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  • 10 years ago

    by meggan

    I know how you feel i feel the same way want to cut right now

  • 17 years ago

    by undying blusher

    Pretty good...keep on trying to stop cutting...I'm glad poetry helps, keep writing!

    "Seemed to heel my heart" - *heal

    "when ur pain is to much to bare" - *too (much to bare)

    Take care.


  • I can relate

  • 17 years ago

    by Clarissa

    You aboslutely really gave the peom all you got and from reading we can see that and its was an amazing job

    ClαÑ┬Ćissα ♥

  • 17 years ago

    by Drew Gold

    You've caught the feeling pretty well here.. as with most writers, it seems like you write to help yourself.. i wonder if writing your poetry has any sort of feeling as the cutting does.. i would certainly hope it would give you some type of release without the infliction of pain.. you write true, and if you continue to do so you'll grow and so will your talents.. same thing with your other piece.. spelling errors for me arent a big deal, but it does kinda make your work seem sloppy.. just my thoughts.. pZ out and good luck with any further writing.