Suicide Note: I'm Sorry I Went So Deep

My eyes are closing faster
I’m slowly falling to sleep
And in my last letter I’ll write
“I’m sorry I went so deep”

My wrists are torn and battered
I’m losing too much blood
I’m sorry that I went so deep
And you found me in my flood

But please don’t be so sad
Just know that I’m happy now
Don’t think about this tragic death
And ask yourself “why” or “how”

I ask of you to forget me
Please don’t linger in the past
I didn’t even feel a thing
My death came and went real fast

I’m sorry I went so deep
I couldn’t take it anymore
My happiness has drained away
I’m not who I was before

On this night I’ll leave you
And depart from this screwed up life
Depart from this screwed up mind
Which was addicted to the knife

As I leave you I’m happy
For I no longer care to live
I tried to cure my depression
I gave all that I had to give

But nothing ever worked
I was stuck in this depression
And I was never able to overcome
My life-threatening obsession

I’ve finally gathered my courage
To take my final breath
It’s time to come face to face
With the taunting Mr. Death

As I slowly come to my end
My dreams and memories I remember
Mr. Death comes over me
And to him my life I surrender

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