Here I am

Here I am.
Here I am.
Standing here alone again, watching couples pass me by, thinking so much how I want to die.
Lonely me.
Lonely me.
Thinking how you use to love me.
Wishing it would never end. Hoping that we'd always be more than friends.
Dazing off.
Dazing off.
Thinking of you all the time.
Can't think of a better way to spend my time. Loving you loving me is nothing but a fantasy.
Getting worse.
Getting worse.
All this sadness getting worse.
Wishing you were here with me. Always being there for me.
Missing you.
Missing you.
I am always missing you.
Thinking about kissing you. Wanted to be holding you, like we use to do.
Loving you.
Loving you.
I will not stop loving you.
Caring for you forever and ever. Will I stop? Not now, not ever.
Hurting inside.
Hurting inside.
All this sadness I just can't hide.
Crying here as I stand for all the world to see what's become of me.
Pulling the knife.
Pulling the knife.
I pull the knife out to take my life.
I can't live with out you any longer so I'll end this life of mine.

Comment and rate and I will love you forever.....:p