Please God, If You Hear Me

All I ever hear is yelling
I just want it all to end
I'm always caught in the middle
It's a never ending trend
Please god, if you hear me
Take me away from this place
This life is not worth living
It's more than I can take
No one cares about me
It wouldn't matter if I die
They wouldn't even notice
All I need is this knife
It'll take away all my worries
In one simple little motion
God, if your listening
This is more than just a notion
If you do not take me
I will take myself away
Either way I'm dead
I just don't want to stay
There's other things I could do
Like runaway from here
But they'd eventually catch up
And I've cried my last tear
Because then they would beat me
And then tell me that I'm useless
They'd say no one gives a damn
And that I deserve all this
So god, if your listening
It's either you do it, or me
Because either way I'm dead
This is the way thing's have to be
So as I take this knife
And run it across my skin
I'd like to tell my parents
This game, they will not win