My sickness called "you"

With a mountain of distrust
You turn your back on me
Hating me with no reason
Leaving my heart as painful debris
Hate is such a cruel feeling
Not helping any of this healing
The scorn you give me each night
Is like a snakes poisonous bite
Killing me each minute every hour
I think of this and turn sour
You affront me with words that cut me deep,
Keeping long nights during which I still weep,
With this plague I'm falling
In this love thats so appalling
A curse of affection
Twisted with a horrible infection
Getting through seems far-fetched
A fairy-tale with no happy ending--