Here's to the end..

I don't know what it is..
but i cant get you off mind...
i thought that i was done with you..
but after all this time..

I'm still falling hard for you..
thinking of you everyday
missing you constantly..
wishing this could go away

wishing i could just wake up
and this all would be a dream
praying that one day..
you wont be the one i need

but its just so hard..
to go on like your nothing
i cant lie to myself..
you were my everything

and now that everythings gone
i don't know who to be..
with you I'm not myself..
i need you to be me..

i need you when i cry..
and when i laugh..
i need you all the time..
but so much has passed...

that I'm empty inside..
and still rotting away..
the process goes on..
as does the day..

so here's to the ending
coming too soon..
here's to my last..
long afternoon

here's to the life..
i no longer can live
here's to the love..
i no longer can give

here's to the one..
i was living for..
responsible for this..
the one i adore..

yes, here's to you..
my lovable friend..
my heartbreaking man..
here's to the end..